To think of what we have become today is quite an achievement. You, have changed my life.
I used to hate guys well it is simply because of what my ex used to do to me. He cheated on me with my own bestfriend but well I can’t fully blame him though? Maybe at that point I am not that kind of a girl he always wanted yeah whatever past is past.
I don’t believe in love anymore after that, I really am. I kinda took 2 years to fully moved on with my life. Doing things that I like without any worries to take care of anyone’s heart or feelings except mine. In between, there are some kind of loneliness occupied my heart. I envied others’ relationship, I wonder what I have done in my past life to deserve these kind of punishment.
But things I changed.
You, came along.
You give me advice, you give me comfort that I have always needed & longing for so long. You give me attention, you give me your time and the most important part is.
You, give me Love.
Thank you Muhammad Adib bin Norazmi.
I am deeply sorry if you ever felt not needed, or unappreciated. I suck at showing people how much I love them, but for you I am trying my hardest. Tell me if I ever did any wrongs that hurt you.
Happy one year anniversary sayang. I can’t give you anything, since we are far apart from each other the playlist and this words is the only thing I can give for now, trust me if you were right here beside me, I’ll give you the tightest hug ever for I miss you & love you so much Adib.
I look forward to see you love.
For anytime you feel like giving up on me or with your life or with your studies, please remember that I am always here for you. And your parents who have always been there for you no matter how rough things get. Sayang, I might not be literally right there for you, but please imagine I am there with you because whenever I’m alone or you were not there for me that is what I did. And that is how I have the strength not to give up on us. I hope youre doing the same thing.. Don’t ever give up, because the beginning is always the hardest. Truth to be told, you’re one of the toughest boy I’ve ever known & I love you for that <3
“I have a million things to talk to you about. All I want in this world is you. I want to see you and talk. I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning.”—Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (via psych-facts)